Does Location Matter?

You live life to your best ability and then you die, right? Why do I feel like I’m not in the right place and that life is miserable?  I moved so I would be in a different place to be happy and the same misery haunts me.  I enjoy life, but it is so miserable to me, I don’t feel like I’m living. I feel like I’m missing something.  I feel like I should be at a different city and I don’t want to move because of the cold.  Is this normal?

It is very rare that I get any feeling at all inside.  When I do it stronger than I can bear.  I deal with physical pain and mental pain, but when there is the slightest feeling in my heart, Its hard to bear it.  It becomes too much and I don’t know how to deal with the feeling. 

I read an article about whether or not God causes pain or suffering to his followers. They were mentioning the reasons why God would and does cause suffering to His people and they gave verses so I take it as reliable evidence.  The one that caught my attention was He does it to catch our attention.  Perhaps I haven’t given Him the attention He deserves, but I am a person of conviction and moral.  Isn’t that all we need to be?